I was brought up with one younger brother and two sisters and parents that gave us all a leg up in life. I was oblivious to the machinations of Family Politics. I only knew what Mum and Dad taught us. I left home at 16 because those politics put undue pressure especially between me and Dad. I joined the Navy and it became my life (and is still) and my career. I was moderately good at everything (Jack of All Trades - master at none.)
The first I knew there were other family conflicts was when Mum passed away aged 53. What I saw disgusted me. But I didn't acknowledge it and left it lie. My Dad was a Manic Depressive and I had no idea how or what it affected, just knew his medicine ruled his life. He couldn't work so did volunteer work in Masterton. When he passed age 64 the same family politics reared it's ugly head again. Once again I was disgusted but being someone that didn't stir shit I also let it pass.
2 years later I lost my mind and my own free will. I lost my job, (read career), my wife and children, my house and my money. That was 19 years ago. In the past 15 years I have been on a spiritual crusade, a re-awakening and my eyes Heart and mind are now attuned to the Real World.
In the past 3 years I have been building a team, and the spiritual realm that we know as The Kings of Kings. Why should I care? In the past year I have been working to restoring my Wife and Children and the body blows that have suffered in the Name Of Christianity. I have been very patient.
A number of family who were instrumental in derogatory actions against my Father, the same wanker that bad mouthed my Father in front of us kids!! And he has the same attitude towards me. He was a long serving medic in the Army. A Leopard never changes it's spot. His ILK are no longer welcome on My Planet And to be fair he can't now go anywhere now.
After Midnight tonight I drove around Palmerston North (including to 97 Ruamahanga Crescent as was 50 years ago yesterday our first Christmas in our new house) and the Kelvin Grove Cemetery to pass on my regards to all that dwell in peace. I then went out to Ashhurst and dropped a Navy Today to my Uncle ( and put a Cassette tape on the ground). There were several attempts to get me to crash, especially outside St Doms near Feilding. I also parked outside Woodfall Lodge where my other Uncle dwells (A stroke victim) and I took his wairua back to his old flat.
5 things
1. Time to get Even
2. The Karma Bus is loading at THE PALMERSTON NORTH RAILWAY STATION (between 1200 UTC to 1400UTC Be on it!!
3 If I fail there will be many others following.
4 I want retribution for my own personal family (Wifey and two stellar girls)
5. Who was Paul Muad'Dib???
A head cleansing voyage of discovery Thane, but retribution always seems to rebound and smack ya in the nuts. Madam karma always gets her man without us having to lift a finger. Blood families can be a burden, that is where wisdom comes in, choose the passive side, it is much more peaceful.
ReplyDeleteYou are a smashing guy Thane and are loved.
Stay safe.
I hear ya Mah. I have been tolerant and patient and to be fair I am still patient and tolerant, but when you wake up to find the crap that goes on you just can not let it continue, especially i0f there is a threat to me and my girls. I am a Man, I don't run from a fight BUT I too don't do anything untoward and being truly measured. Kakite ano.
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