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Friday, 21 February 2020

Seven Degrees of Seas



In 2000AD I was a participant on the Roger Waters Bulletin Board who had folks from all over the world. One of my good friends there was from Austin Texas and had never seen the sea.  The next week I was doing MCM duties out of Lyttelton and we had four seasons in one day.  I had some time to kill so penned the following poem - Seven Degrees of Sea.  Feel free to share if you know someone in the same boat.



Seven Degrees of Sea

Beauty

Look around, nary a sound.
Twinkling, sparkling millpond.
Light dancing, no breath of wind,
paradise before you.
Deep blue mirrors sky’s hue,
clarity supreme!
See bullet-like fish
dart and dash
for metres and leagues down.

Paradise mottled

Wind breaks the calm of sea’s balm,
yet still no harm.
Little ripples do break the serenity.
Still paradise,
not quite as nice but panorama
is churned, grayish tint.
The blue is less clear,
fish not there.

Paradise broken

Grey clouds whipped by strongish gusts,
waves rolling,
whitecaps strolling incessantly.
Blue turns to dark green,
picture once serene,
now crazy with churning spume.
Clarity lost, murky water.
Thoughts darkened by the haze.
Cloudy, wind-filled days.

Crestfallen

Swells building, waves breaking, CRASH.
Wind whips water,
mad dashes across the surface.
Black, roiling cloudbanks close the gloom,
leave no room
for the fainthearted, motion started.
Sea boiling green and white
as stomach fights the crests and troughs.
Battle soon lost.

Gut wrenching

Death is near, no ocean clear.
Lunch is sent spewing,
misery ensuing
as clouds now speed across your vision.
Gales, high wind precision.
Swells stand up and confront
the fear of your dread.
White anger, grey green broth,
merciless ocean whipped to froth.

Passion play

For as far as the maddening eye sees,
unrelenting danger
assails the stranger to the power of the sea.
Clouds one big procession,
wind obsession, your life at the mercy
of powers far greater,
and sooner or later the boat will sway
and rock and toss, and moronically ride
out the ocean’s passion play.

Natural forces

You ride the dancing horses, on forces
not meant to be.
No one conquers the sea,
but feel its power and its serenity.
Be it paradise, or majestic glory,
take from it what you must.
Revile it, revel in its touch,
it will treat you, nature’s power,
as it wishes, by seven degrees, the seas.

Friday, 12 July 2019

Two Poems with a style I call Prosetry.

I call this style of poetry Prosetry, a combination of alternate Prose and Poetry.  Generally the Prose tells one story and poetry tells an alternative story, with the final Prose/Poetry  verse combining both.


The Magnificent Magnolia Tree

She wrote with her left hand, the right bandaged from the silly fall the night before. Her epistle was a response to her neighbour, Ian, who wanted the tree chopped down in her front yard. They didn't speak, exchanging letters to forgo the hassle of confrontation. She knew she didn't like him, and now even more, her white magnolia was a pride of place in her cared-for section.

The moon on the car park
shone ghostly on trapped cars,
people a usual pink
positively glowed grey.

The whispering signs reflect sense,
the ones people crane their grey necks to read,
the security guard warns children
no skateboarding.

She finished writing, rested her hand, not used to such a task, plucked an envelope and stamp from the bureau, and set them all down, done and sealed, on her white winter coat. The post box was a mile down the road, she dared not place it in his letterbox in case he used that as ammunition against her private life.

The car with the red rear lights
blinking on and off, off and on,
drew the attention of a thief,
the young man realised the security system
was malfunctioning and ripe for picking.

The life in the car park took on a surreal look,
the post box, now the cloud had come
stood dark moody red and grey
in the murkiness of night.

She donned her coat, grabbed her purple handbag (all her fashion accessories were purple, shoes included) and picked up the letter to Ian. She dared not use his surname, he didn't merit that association. She left her palatial suburban home, and headed off down the road, her security system set. She noticed there was no wind, and the clouds had come to shade the moon. She also knew it was dangerous walking the streets at night, but this mercy mission in defence of her tree warranted risk.

He was in the car, 17 seconds
and backing out of the park,
he gunned the Subaru's engine
dropped the clutch and scarpered.

The unlucky owners were moments away,
held up talking to a sausage sizzle lady
collecting donations for a school trip.
They saw their car disappear, maybe for good.

She changed sides of the road, walking under the pale orange street lights. As a habit, she counted lamp posts to and from her home, always sure that the day she didn't get it right, she'd be lost. Reassuringly, the same lights had the same numbers, and she knew that in five minutes, she'd be at the post box.

He crashed into the fourteenth lamp post
the car a total right off, the steering wheel
collapsed from the impact of his chest and head,
the blood flowed quicker than ink on paper.

He'd only gone a short way to glory,
now his glory would be the people
swarming to try and help him, save him,
but they didn't come, his life ebbed.

She saw the car heading straight for her, and suddenly ducked behind the protection of the post. It hit with a mighty bang, and her letter was lost in an attempt to shake off not only the glass from the windscreen, but her own fear, as her life was suddenly at threat. Ian's desire for her magnolia was lost in the action of picking herself up, and to see the draped figure with blood pouring from his face. She got out her cell phone, dialled the emergency number, and walked on. Her sense of responsibility recognised he wasn't wearing a seat belt, and that fact meant he wasn't a responsible driver, and knew the risks.

The car engine thrummed.
He could see the lady in the white coat,
could see her ring on her phone,
what he couldn't understand was
why no one stopped him from dying.

The letter posted, by the mall, she turned and saw a couple looking for their car. She asked what it was, and when she heard the description, she told them about the car around the lamp post. They all then heard the sirens. Her immediate thought returned to her precious tree, and the idiot next door.



A Conspiracy of Blonde and Brunette

She melted my heart, her blonde locks blinding my shallow heart. I could sense in her the means to turn men to molten jelly, the ability to make coherency unutterable. She wears a wedding band on her long ring finger, the rest of her hands suggesting delicacy.  If one such as her could invigorate growth and consistency, she must be a special creature indeed.

Her short hair radiated dense,
the brunette hue confusing.
I tried to look at her hazel eyes,
but they just averted love.

I sensed by her pulsating body
the exercise machine
was honing her sexy drive,
inviting a workout of another variety.

Her hand extended to mine, was she guiding me into her realm, or was she just a paper thin replica of love by extension? We smiled together, the nervousness of us both melting in a gesture of intimacy. Her hair lit my aura, the sparks dancing in delight across eyes glowing with radiance from both. I told her “I don’t prefer blondes, but in your case I lose.”  She laughed and placed her other hand on my shoulder and stroked my long hair.

The label on her tracksuit said Ergo,
therefore I go, I thought,
but her butt bounced on the treadmill,
her very long hair streaming around her,

I took a photo, as I do, you know,
beautiful women fill my life,
just ask my first wife (and second)
yes, I play the field, a romance man.

She drove like a mad woman possessed, belying her angelic look. Her car, not mine, a Mini Clubman, fills any space on the road. She mentioned peroxide and I suddenly needed to be in my own car. I hate fake tans. I ask her to drop me at the next corner, so I could walk back to our meeting place. Her smile died and a fearful banshee howled. What had I got myself into? She drove on past the next corner, and the next, and I suddenly knew I was about to be devoured.

Yes, her hair shone like fire,
a tinge of red, auburn, maybe,
never mind, her butt enticing,
all energy, business-like,

we played eyeball games,
me doing arm curls and squats,
she just running/walking on the spot.
I  knew that look, knew the dangers.

I appeared the next day from 32 Johnson Crescent.  I’d had the ride of my life, and a bottle blonde at that.  She begged me to stay for another round, skip work that day, but I needed to rebuild my reserves. I drove my 1967 Jaguar 4.2 home in automatic mode, my head swimming with a long lost lust and now filled with possibilities. She said her hair was a natural red, and knew blondes have more fun.

Her husband showed up,
his muscles far superior to mine,
I averted from her eyes, a tease,
I showered and dressed,

She was gone, too, no doubt to shower
I pushed my bag in front of me
and daydreamed about a bottle blonde
and the chance encounter.

Tuesday, 28 May 2019

Raising Money to Fund Poetry Publishing with a Give a Little Project


KIa ora katoa one and all. Since 2002 I have been suffering from Mental Health issues and to bide my time I wrote short stories and poetry. I have 21 short stories in one manuscript and 1014 poems in 9 other manuscripts. I have been (and am still on) the Invalids Benefit. 

I have meticulously edited them all for publishing.

I have started the journey to self-publishing having started the editing and proofreading process with a car insurance pay-out with 4 manuscripts now with the publisher at a cost of $800 ($200 each). The other 5 manuscripts will cost me another $1000. To get all 9 manuscripts published with 25 books each will cost around $4500.

Being on a benefit I can't really afford that hence my request here at GiveALittle. My funding limit is $5500. If you can help it would be appreciated. Initially I am printing enough to go to libraries and depending on feedback/demand I can print for retail. Ka kite ano. Thane

This Link takes you to the Give a Little Page.  Please Retweet/Share/Donate


Sunday, 24 February 2019

Some poetry from my journey.



Life Dancing in a Rear View Mirror
I'm a double edged samurai sword in a pregnant tsunami,
a conundrum, an atheist, a monotheist.

I apply a three blade razor to a two year stubble,
the mirror coated in more blood than an erupting aorta,

Touching the pain of passing, I eat daisy chains
constructed from barbed wire fencing and knitting needles,

when a reality check finds me eating dried apricots
to cure the cancer I caught from just being alive.

I bite back fear, obliterate mind numbing memories,
and place carefully on a rough round dining table, souls

that have been hung out to dry on a windless day,
the irony, cooling on a line where clothes haven't been for months.

I suck Lollipops with bad teeth, bad vibes and a very bad breath.
The dustman empties my outtake weekly, the rest I keep,

and so the Sword of Damocles cuts deep,
my face bleeding with the pain of despondency.

The dark annals of my writing echo my living thoughts,
and those reading my dying thoughts will cringe.

They didn't help me - families, the depth of my ache,
several children who don't ring, siblings who squabble.

I pass my memory to the volumes of poetry I have written,
my knuckles bare from years of chagrined living.

Succinctly, I approach the sunset of life, the sword gone,
just painted visions of a life lost in a missing rear view mirror.

Curdled


She showered me with pepper,
spicing a lost relationship,
I already had enough salt,
27 years of hard slog
In a Navy that spat me out.

She garnished me with bacon
to go with my cheesy grin,
sandwiched between
two daughters laughing,
a burgher take out.

She plied me with red wine
to make her kiss
more receptive
I swallowed my pride
and her inquiring dances.

She bathed me in goats milk,
to curdle for the cheese,
my spinning action calculated
to deprive me of my sanity,
I rinsed with tepid water.

A Day when everything went tits up.

Her embodiment personalised
plates on a car for ego
to exhaust and exhume

drive flotsam and jetsam
into a tide receding
like her mortality

she lives the day when rabbit
cottontails flutter in a breeze
hurricane force of course

the wind licks white horses
into shapes of demonising
staffs of adventure and ice cream,

I lick postage stamps and stick
figures dance the danse macabre
as blades of light sever ties

on businessmen travelling the tube
of toothpaste and pregnant smiles
littering the space between Heaven and Hell

a song made famous by some aging rock group
might have been Ozzy in a manic representation
of ghouls and ghosts on a train track

carrying sleeping passengers and crumpled clothing
and suitcases of nutters on bikes zig zagging
their way into notoriety, named and shamed

on a bulletin board on an internet
sold for a bargain on Ebay and TradeMe
the same item, double dipping, stripping


the wall paper from a gloomy room in a house
where the repatriation of soul and spirit mingle
with the Battersby's next door, hunters, gatherers

at Christian festivals where God is High, all say Hi,
Hallelujah kicked the bucket, suck in Nantucket
Only In America, the Land of the Free

with prisons full to overflowing, the grass mowing
to keep the weeds at bay, to protect society, ramshackle
the pace of life and Electrocution, starvation, Africa

south of the wealth of Golden Europe, banks
on rivers swelling with the afternoon sun
and a skinny dipper, paint stripper, Flipper

alone in his TV stardom, back flips, twists
of hair in my brush as I beat back the mullet
a fish full of oil and ten quid of squid to catch

a schnapper, clapper, boy he's dapper, rapper
of heart and mind the words lost in hip hop
at the shop where Rajhad sells porn to wankers

and wankers drive tankers during the day
their prostate diminishing in size and effect,
we reject Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee

as Hollywood wannabes and a Scotsman
with gonorrhoea in his prick and his ear
espouses the virtue according to Robbie Burns

the toast in the morning and smokes the house
down the road from the Dairy and the Wholesalers,
across the street a lamp flickers in dim dusk

the colour gray of course, plain suits
law suits, funeral suits, cheroots smoked
and flamed and the whole world goes to war

a place where bodies in the forties were incinerated
what mentality does that? I follow dementia down a vein
injected with heroin and sugar sweet reality, puff

a little huff a little, crap a little die a little, glucose
and I'm back on the road again, as is she who started this
a piss in a lake where swans make love and children swim.

Saturday, 19 January 2019

Bibliographical Octets - a poetic challenge.

Bibliographical Octet Parts I-VIII
A series of Challenge poems. There were 26 book titles in all to choose from, so I made a point to write about all of them in one sitting.

I - Dream Science

Charlie lay on the floor,
sparks of sodium chloride flew above his head,
dyed purple, the beaker bubbled dreams,
a psychology major out of his depth
played with the chemistry of mind.

II Missing Pieces

He awoke from his sidewalk stop,
the booze worn off and morning light
streaming into a fogged compartment,
he scruffed back his disheveled hair
placed the key in the ignition. Power!

Nowhere too soon, left nor right,
no straight ahead on the gears,
accelerating forward and backward, nothing
out of the car onto thin ice, slipping
and there, the missing pieces, no wheels.

It was a good night, a worse day.

III Watch Time Fly

His legs were fast, damned quick
flying like a suited business man
to a very late appointment, sadly
he lost control and tumbled, wrist watch
catapulting into somersaults,
dying in a crescendo of Timex parts.


IV A Stone Gone Mad

When I first saw this title, I thought
"Stoner gone mad" and thought, yeah, true!
but no, 'twas a granite or igneous particle,
off on a rant or a crazed flight into infamy,
someone’s window. smashed beyond belief,
yeah, could have been a stoner going mad.

V Life Support

Delilah breathed heavily, the breath of a saviour,
clutched Samson to her expansive bosom,
he stirred some,
and she clutched tighter, the scissors near his heart,
he groaned, not sure why he was where he was,
and felt her heartbeat through his ear,
the sharp metal close to his chest, felt his hair
and gaped anew, how could she, do I live or die?

VI Life Estates

"And I leave all my estate to William and Shane,
my two homosexual partners, they served me well,
to my sons and daughters I leave my life,
breathe me, feel my cold dead skin,
and cry, for you have pained me when all I seek
was joy and hope, but you fought over me,
and you fight forever, with yourselves,
not my lovers. They have always loved me. Life!"

VII A Cry in the Night

"Your turn, darling" she whispered to me,
the same me tired from a 12 hour shift,
the same me that loves her dearly when
she stays home all day and sleeps, when baby sleeps,
but I love her, and move to the room next door,
the crying in the night, urgent, nappy change
and I smell the detritus of infant expulsion, reach
for the new disposable, change Lucifer, clean
and put back to bed, contented and happy,
I sleep, and then he calls again, food this time,
"Your turn, darling" I whisper as I drift off to sleep.

VIII Fine

$35 dollars for Jay walking,
A sunny day, no clouds.
I am alright, just dandy.
The cord was sinewy, very sinewy.
Yes, everything is fine.

Bibliographical Octet Parts IX - XVI

IX The Pull of the Moon

Saurus and Junipon, stars of nights heaven
pull together apart, a love dance
of epic proportions across the scene,
and lovers dance too, on Earth and know
the moment when their love consumes,
look up to the dark night sky and see
the shuddering as each pulls on the Moon.

X Trial by Water

Your Honour, I beg of you
hark the words of my daughter
stake my heart to your desk,
I expect a Trial By Water.

I will be vindicated by the wet,
and the evidence we shall give,
like fish in water swimming,
we shall walk free and heartily live.


XI Flashback

Fuck dude, bad buzz man, alliteration
Sucked seventy saucy savannas succulently,
and dreamed of being somewhere else, punctuation
had a thought: "Fuck man! What Happened?", inspiration

I walked my memory back in rerun, saw the beginning
raged at what was to come,
dark patches as smoke roiled,
and then the Flashback ended as I toked another joint.

XII The Sibling

Sisyphus, great poet, hark thine words of joy,
thy daughters repose, garnered for all to peruse,
doth thou maketh past the watchdog at yon gate,
sail youthfully upon sword of indifference, his son,
and sibling rivalry doth endeth in demise of one,
or other. Harketh now, sibling, live.

XIII The Third Twin

Three mountains stand,
triangular in disposition,
one next to the other
next to the other
and only ever two visible
from any viewpoint, twins
three twins, Herecule, Junas,
Serecles, only three,
yet any two together
is a twin without the other.

What of the Third Twin?
Made invisible by tricks of light
and made visible by tricks of motion,
but always when visible
another is not, the Third Twin,
it's destiny to be alone, unseen.

XIV Arc Light

Two diodes, standing in a lab,
one transmitting, one receiving,
between, a fluorescent blue flash,
an arc of light pure, energy raw,
manufactured, yet real and solid,
reaching from one point t'other.
"See it? Now, there, pretty eh?"

XV From Potter's Field

Bruiser walks the furrowed lane,
furrowed from weeks of rain
and wagon wheels, and the clay
droppings from the Potters field.
His daily grind, hail, rain, snow,
to walk that lane, dig that field,
carry that clay back to yon pottery,
and to mould it into a figure or two.

From the field is born art,
and the ability to create life,
make things people see and touch
and want to take home with them

all for money, and love t'is said.
Left unread, the How To book
for the Potters Wheel is oft
discarded into the Potters Field
left untouched, true art is born.

XVI Leaving Pico

Here I was, 7 days there and now leaving Pico,
Little dirt town, in the middle of the back and beyond,
no dirty town water, clean folk, crime a measure of no policemen,
I had left my mark, spend many dollars in the saloon,
yet all too soon, I was busted for a drifter, and now,
I was leaving Pico for sure. for reasons beyond my control,
Pico!

Two bit town, twenty buildings, mostly houses, one store,
a saloon with barber shop attached, oh and the lady's hairdresser's
attached to the store, each place in a place and a purpose for each,
Pico, doctor's surgery closed past ten years, too small for one,
and the sheriff, well, he went when the state budget forgot,
forgot that Pico existed still, yet it does, I have been there.

And now I am leaving it, leaving that place of no identity,
yet I feel at home there, my identity fits the bill, the reason Pico
and the likes of me exist, because we just do, and bugger the world,
Now you see me turning, facing my destiny, my life,
my anonymity takes it's place with the lack of identity,
I mingle, lost in the crowded saloon, amongst the voices familiar.

I can leave Pico, but you cant take the Pico out of me!


Bibliographical Nonet Parts XVII - XXV

XVII Blood and Gold

Morbidica, the larycose mortician and druid,
parted the flaps and inserted fluid,
like an ancient priest practising arts of old
and removed the Blood, inserted the Gold,
a rich vein of conceit you have never seen,
as a shining finger washed through a remaining spleen,
the time had come for the service now
time to transplant, human offal for cow,
the service would be as they always had,
dogs barking, cats meowing, witches so glad.

XVIII Bad Memory

Sweat pours off my aching brow and I wonder,
why this damned nightmare day after day,
headaches from the incessant pounding of it's rhythm,
and I etch out the times it leaves me breathless,
minus my true direction, the dream sits as a
bad memory that wants to erode my very being
and I cringe,
shock back into myself,
try hard to be free,
to kick the damn thing away,
yet it clings to me every night and mocks my existence.

XIX Icebound

Climatis Aurora, high in the sky,
cutting the blue, as ice cuts my life,
stuck in a floe, arctic bound, stalled
and all aboard freezing as fuel runs low,
steel hull crumpling under icebound fury,
will I survive this torment?


Northern Star points my way north,
yet my motion does not mirror the ocean,
I am frozen solid in a liquid prison
prismatic light refracts and sends off a sight
to behold, light pictures dance in the cold,
make way, rescue ensues, cutting through, icebound.



XX Cards of Grief

He may as well have held a pack of guns in his hand,
each one turned shooting a pain into my gambling heart,
each turn of the deck stretching the rope round my neck,
each flick of his wrist a shot in the dark and a hit,
He may as well held my fate in his hands, he did!

I walked from the gambling hall, alive,
wondered at that final hand,
how my cards turned green and gold,
and his turned with grief,
I had everything on it, and won,
took his money, car, wife. and though brief,
I read his cards of grief.

XXI Blood Music

Mozart wrote an unknown suite,
a tribute to the butchers of the streets of Venice,
and it was lost to time, a menace in it's simplicity,
true duplicity saw it's demise, yet surprise,
it lives, Blood Music, for the pageantry of the dervish,
and devilish peons of the city squares
dancing to light footed mood and full bodied groove,
and the music spills on the floor and follows the trails
of red gore as they pass into history again.

XXII A Darker Place

I've been there before, the black hole,
a place to hide from the light, the fear,
a place to dwell in my own miserable hell,
a darker place no one can share, nowhere
a place to be when I feel the mood to hide,
and I do, all the time, hide from me, my life,
but for all the darkness it offers I can't get away
from the bright light that is my wife, she always finds me.

XXIII Ancient of Days

Days of Sumerians, and Mesopotamia,
days of Sanskrit beginnings and the Indus,
the moments when Ottoman and Turk hated,
Alexander the Great spread Greek culture,
like a vulture of passion, looking to be Dionysus,
and the Romans crucified men only, women who knows?
Bodecia swung an axe, very bad BO she had,
and some Arabs wrote down what someone had to say,
in the Ancients Days.

The archaeologists dig with trowels and tools,
and read the signs that tell us of those times,
tell us that Tutankhamen was a boy prince, godlike,
let's us know that the Israelites travelled as the book says,
confirms the word of mouth of the Persians
and Indians who could have told you all this,
and history holds sway,
from Ancient Days.

XXIV By the Light of the Moon

I sang a song for a second, remembered it's name
realised that this poem and it were not the same,
that wasn't meant to rhyme,
I really don't have anymore time,
By the light of the Silvery Moon
sounds better than this poems tune,
and the cat ran away with the spoon,
By the light of the Moon.

XXV Fear Nothing

Stand proud, puff out your chest, and always
do your best to survive, fear nothing at all,
face the music, face reality, and fly,
fly in the face of fear, and you will get there.

Believe in yourself and others abilities
things you all have to face that which you fear
and it becomes clear what to do, fight
for what you feel is right, fear naught.

Take a deep breath, and puff, huff and puff
your chest out, be rough, and kind, just be,
the best you can, run with the wind, faster
than the chasing dogs barking at your heels, no fear.

No Fear, no worries, no need to say sorry
to everyone that you step on, upon the night
you know it is alright to hold no fear, and hold it
dear and near your heart, and fear won't get a start.