A 5 year old boy and his Nanny
Could
be any hospital anywhere,
blue
rooms, white sheets,
nurses
in and out, busy,
the
sounds of the ill and the well,
marching
or hobbling
down
pristine corridors.
In
one room, a small boy
short
on years and height,
but
long on love and innocence,
holding
a frail cancer-scarred hand
of
his nanny, his Alma Mater.
Nanny,
are you awake?
Can
you speak to me, tell me a riddle,
his
silent blue eyes searching for life,
the
hand moves in affirmation
a
croak from an ancient throat,
yes
dear, I am here, and no riddles,
it's
too late for those.
A
tear washes across a blinking cheek,
Nanny,
are you dying?
What's
dying and does it hurt?
She
closes her eyes and smiles
wrinkles
like ring barks creasing in age.
Dying
is not living anymore, son.
A
tear escapes hidden from her eye.
The
boy is silent, senses the need to be,
presses
her hand tighter,
runs
a thumb over the back of it,
a
nurse walks in and smiles,
checks
the old lady's pulse, her vitals,
the
boy oblivious of her ministrations,
sees
his Nanny's eyes close in grimace.
Does
it hurt to die Nanny?
it
looks like it, I know I will never die,
because
I know it hurts
and
I don't like hurting. He sobs a little,
holds
his chest out in a feint manly posture,
sucks
in a deep breath,
But
Nanny, for you I will hurt too.
Her
cracked dry lips smile
a
loving knowing reflection of his youth,
she
remembers her own nanny then,
when
she was his age, and hers was dying,
and
she understood, felt a bond.
Son,
love cures all hurts,
and
your love is curing my pain,
easing
my aches, thank you.
The
boy smiles, then puts on his grim face,
places
both hands over her hand,
and
closes his eyes, wishing her well,
hears
the sudden gasp, the exhalation
of
her final long breath,
is
startled, her hand not responding,
he
hears the flatline
of
the heart monitor,
but
doesn't need it's affirmation,
just
knows his Nanny is gone,
but
not in pain.
An Octogenarian Muses
You
dined on my innocence,
took
my gullibity with your wiles,
creating
the roads making the lines
of
my ancient face creep closer,
you
saw the smile that corrupts me,
and
took your trophy, conqueror.
The
plaque at your grave says Death,
yet
my memory lives only for you,
for
your victories over my defeats.
I
see the babes of our babes,
the
generations of your efforts,
the
walking stick glides then,
my
walking gait measured by the kisses
you
planted, the scent that mingled.
I
drink diet coke and each sip
swims
champagne bubbles
in
acknowledgement to existence,
to
cohabitation in eternity,
my
heart beats slower now,
ticking
away until we rejoin,
epitaph
to epitaph.
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